Thursday, December 3, 2009

TODAyS GOiN TO BE A CRAZy DAy

THiS MORNiNG I WOKE UP FEELiN LiKE SHiT CAUSE i DONT REALLy FEEL THE GREATESt TODAy THEN iM DOiN MY HAiR AND ME N MiC GET iNTO A FiGHT CAUSE HE PiSSED ME OFF BECAUSE HE TOOK MY HAiRSPRAy AND WASTED TiME CAUSE HE WAS TiRED AND iN A BAD MOOD AND HE TRiED TO TELL ME THAT ALL I CARE ABOUT iS MySELF AND My HAiR WHiCH iSNT TRUE AT ALL!!!! CAUSE i CARE ABOUT HiM AND i REALLy DONT SEE HOW HE SAyS ALL I CARE ABOUT iS My HAiR CAUSE HE DONt LiKE ME PUTTiN SHiT iN My HAiR BUT i DONt KNOW BUT HE GETS SO MAD WHEN iM DOiN My HAiR. BUt THEN WE MiSSED THE BUS AND HAD TO WALK TO HiS CRiB AND iT JUST PiSSED ME OFF CAUSE THE THINGS HE SAyS SOMETiMES CAUSE THEN I SAy THiNGS THAT I DONt MEAN AND STUFF!! i DONt KNOW JUST WHEN ME N MiC ARE BOTH iN BAD MOODS iT DOESNt WORK OUT WE FiGHt tOO MUCH AND SOMETiMES i DONt EVEN KNOW WHy WE FiGHT iTS ALWAyS OVER SOME STUPiD SHiT!! BUT i DONt KNOW WE REALLy NEED TO STOP THE FiGHTiN CAUSE I LOVE HiM SO MUCH AND I DONt WANNA BREAK UP BECAUSE WE FiGHT OVER STUPiD SHiT. SOMETiMES I ASK MySELF iS iT ME OR HiM OR BOTH OF US TOGETHER OR WHAT DO WE JUST NOT GET ALONG SOMETiMES? i DONt KNOW BUT I DO KNOW I WANt tO BE WiTH HiM CAUSE i DO LOVE HiM SOOOOOO MUCH AND HE FEELS LiKE I DONt LOVE HiM OR CARE ABOUT HiM OR SOME SHiT AND THATS MY FAULT CASUE I GUESS iM DOPiN SOMETHiNG TO MAKE HiM THiNK i DONt CARE BOUt HiM WHiCH MAKES ME REALLy MAD SOMETiMES iTS LiKE i FEEL LiKE i DO ALOT OF THiNGS FOR HiM AND i HAVE GAVE UP ALOT OF THiNGS FOR HiM BUT iT SEEMS TO ME THAT iTS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH. iM NOT THE BEST GiRLFRiEND I KNOW BUT I SWEAR I TRy TO BE!!!i KNOW iM A BiTCH ALOT AND i SUCK AT LiFE BUT YOU ARE A AZZ SOMETiMES TOO.I JUST DONT WANNA FiGHT ANYMORE iM OVER iT!! BUT TOGETHER WE CAN WORK LiKE WE USED TOO AND WORK THiNGS OUT.I LOVE YOU MiCHAEL CHRiS GUTiERREZ SOOOOOO MUCH PLEASE DONT THiNK I DONT LOVE OR CARE FOR YOU PLEASE!!!! WELL iM iN My FiRST HOUR AND THE BELLS BOUT TO RiNG SO PEACE =D