NO MORE MARyJANE -->FOR NOW =D

TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY THAT IM STARTING NOT TO SMOKE MARYJANE CAUSE I WANNA GET A JOB AND I CANT DOIN THAT SHIT...I THINK I CAN DO IT EVEN IF I DO WANT TO SMOKE A BZ ILL GET OVER IT. BUT BBY BOUT YESTERDAY I FORGIVE YOU DONT PUT URSELF DOWN CAUSE EVEN THO IT WAS BECAUSE OF YOU OR WATEVA I STILL SAID THINGS I DIDNT MEAN AND IM SORRY FOR SAYING THEM THINGS TO YOU....THERE WAS REALLY NO REASON WHY WE WERE FIGHTING AND HOW IT GOT TO HOW IT WAS....BUT ITS OVER AND WE MOVED PASSED THAT LIKE WE ALWAYS DO WE DONE TALKED ABOUT IT YEASTERDAY BUT IM GLAD WE TALKED ABOUT IT CAUSE I DONT WANNA LEAVE YOU AND SHIT AND FOR US TO BE OVER FUCK THAT SHIT!!!SOMETIMES IF IT GETS LIKE THAT AND I SAY IM WALKING HOME LET ME WALK OR LET ME GO DONT GRAB ME LIKE THAT CAUSE IT PISSES ME OFF AND GETS ME LIKE THAT WHERE I HIT U IM TIRED OF THAT SHIT ITS STUPID SO COME ON NOW WE ARE STRONGER THAN THAT SHIT...YOUR STILL THE BEST I EVER HAD AND THE ONLY ONE I WANT TO BE WITH....AND DONT SAY YOU COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT ME CAUSE YOU COULD ITS NOT THAT YOU CANT ITS BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT ME =D i LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH BBY HOPE WE DONT FIGHT TODAY I DONT THINK WE WILL CAUSE YESTERDAY WAS ENOUGH FOR ME... I LOVE YOU N MISS YOU EVEN THO UR RIGHT NEXT TO ME.... BYE