WHy iS iT...??

WHy iS iT THAT EVERYTiME I HAVE A FEELING ABOUT SOMETHING YOU ALWAYS THINK IM JUST BITCHING AND LETTING SHIT GET TO ME BUT IT'S NOT ITS JUST THAT IF I FEEL LIKE SOMETHING AND IM THINKIN BOUT IT AND MY BOYFRIEND ASKS ME WAT IM THINKIN BOUT THEN I TELL YOU THEN YOU JUST GET ALL SHITTY ABOUT IT TELLIN ME IM LETTIN IT GET TO ME SORRY BUT IF MY EXz WAS TALKING SHIT ABOUT YOU IT WOULD BE DIFFERENT RIGHT YOU WOULD BRICK THEIR CAR RIGHT?..... SEE IT WOULD PISS YOU OFF AND IM SORRY BUT I DONT LET PEOPLE JUST TALK SHIT ABOUT ME CAUSE THEM DUMBASS BITCHES NEED TO KEEP OUR NAMES OUTTA THEIR MOUTH...AND IF THEY DONT I WILL SAY SOME SHIT TO THEM CAUSE IM NOT GOIN.!!!!!!SORRY THATS JUST ME AND ANY OTHER TIME IDIDNT SAY SHIT........BUT WATEVA I AINT TRIPPIN!! BUT YEA TO ME SOMETIMES YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE U DONT CARE ALL THE WAY ABOUT MY FEELINGS AND HOW I FEEL BOUT SHIT YOU JUST DO IT HOW YOU WANT.........I KNOW YOU CARE BUT LIKE YOU TELL ME YOU DONT SHOW IT!!! YOU DO BUT U DONT CAUSE WHEN I BE TRYIN TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL BOUT SHIT AND TALK TO U ABOUT IT U JUST TALK OVER ME PUT UR OPINION IN BOUT IT...WHEN ALL I WAN T U TO DO IS LISTEN THATS WHY I ALWAYS NEVER WANT TO TALK U DONT LET ME GET SHIT OUT TO TELL YOU!!!! IDK... I GUESS IM JUST BITCHIN AGAIN BUT IM NOT MAD BUT I AM BECAUSE I JUST WANT U TO START LISTENIN TO ME SOMETIMES U KNOW SIT THERE AND LISTEN DONT TALK AND PUT UR OPINION IN ABOUT IT....IDK IM JUST SO SAD LATLY IDK WHY SOMETIMES REALLY IT JUST HAPPENS.......AND WHY IS IT THAT YOU NEVER WRITE IN HERE UNLESS I DO OR IM GONE OR IF I TELL YOU....I THOUGHT U WAS fUNNA START WRITING IN IT...?? WELL I GOT TO GET OFF N DO SOME DAMN WORK ok well bye =D