I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE

My LIFE IS REALLY SUCKING RIGHT NOW IM SO FUCKIN STRESSED ON SOME REAL SHIT IM JUST SO STRESSED!!!!! EVERYTHING JUST COMIN TO ME ALL AT ONCE AND I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE, I HAVE SO MUCH SHIT ON MY MIND ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY ALL I WANT TO DO IS CRY! I DONT KNOW WAT TO DO EVERYTHING JUST SUCKS.... AND NOW IM PISSED I WAS HAVING A GOOD ASS DAY I SWEAR NOW IM PISSED BECAUSE I SAID FUCK AND NOW I GOT ISL TOMORROW ALL DAY SO IM REAL PISSED!!! MAN I JUST WANNA GO HOME AND SMOKE AND GO TO SLEEP I LOVE SLEEPIN CAUSE I NEVER HAVE TO DEAL WITH ANYTHING ONLY MY DREAMS AND MOST THE TIME I DONT DREAM...SO I SIT HERE IN CLASS AND TYPE ALL MY FEELINGS AND SHIT AND ALL I CAN DO IS LISTEN TO MUSIC TO EVEN CALM DOWN. IM JUST SO LOST!!!!! I DONT KNOW WAT TO DO... EVERYTHING IM GOIN THROUGH I DONT KNOW WAT TO DO HOW TO MAKE IT BETTER IM JUST LIKE A LOST PUPPY.!!! NOT KNOWING WAT TO DO I WANT MY MOM SO SHE COULD HELP ME THROUGH ALL THIS SHIT IN MY LIFE.... I MISS HER SOOOOO MUCH!!!!MY HEAD JUST REAL FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW BECAUSE EVERYTHING THAT BEEN GOIN ON LATLY AND IT DOESNT HELP ON MY PERIOD AND ALL I DO IS JUST WRITE ON HERE TRYIN TO GET OUT SOME SHIT BUT I DONT KNOW IF IT WORKS, I JUST WANNA BE IN A ROOM BY MYSELF AND JUST SLEEP OR SOME I DONT KNOW BUT I GOT TO GO PEACE =D