iM SORRy BBY i KNOW iM NOT THE BEST GiRLFRIEND

iM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING I KNOW I BE TRIPPIN SOMETIMES i KNOW IM NOT A GOOD GIRLFRIEND....i JUST FEEL LIKE SHIT CAUSE IM FUCKIN UP OUR REALIONSHIP AND I DONT EVEN TRY TOO. MAYBE I MENT TO BE WITH NO ONE. IDK..... I WANT THIS TO WORK SOOO FUCKIN BAD CAUSE I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.AND IT JUST LIKE IM NOT THE RIGHT GIRLFRIEND FOR YOU OR SOME IDK BUT I SUCK AT THIS BEING A GIRLFRIEND THING YOU TELL ME ALL I CARE ABOUT IS MYSELF AND THAT HURTS ME SO BAD CAUSE I FEEL LIKE ALL I DO IS CARE ABOUT YOU!!! CAUSE I DO LIKE WTF I HAVE REALLY NO FRIENDS LIFE CAUSE IM ALWAYS THINKIN BOUT YOU SO HOW YOU GOIN TO SAY THAT I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU? IDK WAT TO DO ANYMORE I FEEL LIKE YOUR LOSSING ALL YOUR LOVE FOR ME LIKE YOU DONT EVEN WANNA BE WIT ME ANYMORE BUT I KNOW YOU DO LOVE ME AND WANT TO BE WIT ME. IDK....BELLS FUNNA RING SO WATEVA I DONT EVEN KNOW WAT TO SAY.